Depression is a mean ugly bully that sucks your energy, distracts you from the things that are important in your life. Moreover it has way too much influence on the decisions you make in your life. Imagine what you could do if you had all the time and money and love you ever needed in life and the only thing that prevents you from achieving and getting what you want out of life is this annoying little imp of a house guest that tells you things like you are not strong enough or smart enough or even energetic enough to accomplish anything.
I honestly blame genetics for this little payload. my family tree is littered with creative sensitive types that never realize how wonder and how talented and creative they were because that ugly little imp. I made a conscience decision to banish the bastard; hes no longer welcome in my home or in my life. Its time to move forward and for get what he told me over the years… after all it was hardly constructive.